Im an optimistic person, but I have this growing disgust for people. They’re all becoming the same to me. People’s lives dont have character, people dont have character. Fads aren’t just t shirts and lingos anymore, they’re complete lifestyles that pile up on the wagon. People live by an I see-i do concept. And now practically everyone drowns themselves in self deception. That’s why its so awkward to talk in person anymore, noone knows how because they act like the people the see on their computer screen. Showing what they think everyone wants to see and saying what people want to hear on the net. And there they fuckin sit, all day all night on some worthless fucking device that is molding a person’s character into an attention craving piece of shit. I know with media these days Facebook and networking is essential, but people are becoming too much the same. And they’re intertwined with bullshit loose-ends that wouldn’t mean anything and shouldn’t even exist. anyway, all people care about are themselves and its so annoying to me how I can see through so many people just by their internet activity, or their pose in a gayass Facebook picture. Grow up and stop staring at the little globe, noone cares about your pictures-no matter how many likes it has. All they want is for you to return the favor. If you really want to be different in this day and age, go outside and acknowledge the world we live in-something very few take into account, they’d rather be checking how many likes their picture has. Fuck all of you worthless fucks.
My mother is a woman who gave birth during her 18th year. She dedicated her life to raise her child, all the while remaining among the most studious of her class. With straight As and determination, she attained a masters degree in health administration. Her knowledgable and persistent mindset has placed my mother as a leader in her community, such as her leading rolls in non profit organizations like the Honesdale Area Jaycees. As if her success in parenting, and leadership in the community wasn’t enough, my mother defined courage when she joined the air force at 36 years old. Unlike most, she strived for growth, knowledge, and success as a mother, and as a leader. My mother is no longer an average American woman, she is a symbol of success who represents what it means to be determined and courageous. She laid a sturdy foundation for her child and is now constructing an entirely new foundation where she(along with many others influenced by her) will learn, grow and change in her footsteps.
It’s always reassuring for me, the satisfaction my creations give in return. It influences the progression of my life for that very reason and it is all around me, even in the worst of times. It’s a very delicate understanding, in that it can be difficult for some to believe in, and even more so to live by. But we live together with a culture that continues to become more and more dependant on technology, and holds more value in material things everyday. Our attention is paid too much on things in our lives external to our being, and this faces us with a sort of uncertainty that we’re able to take this passion and satisfaction and run with it forever. I admit that I too fall victim to the downfalls of our being, or our vulnerability to emotional suffering, but until the day I die I will continue to further develope an understanding of the world, and of myself. But what I do understand now is that everything we do in our lives and every decision we make, is in search for satisfaction, whether it be for ourselves or for others. To strive to survive on earth in complete happiness. Of course it is impossible, but there is that desire to have all that we want in this world, and we’re missing the point. There is beauty all around us, and in it is the ability to learn and to come to terms and peace within ourselves. It will call for you, it is all that is you, and all that is eternal happiness.
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And there you were. Ugly, alone, ignored, and engulfed by the immaculate world. For a period of time I acknowledged and made record of your beauty. And in this moment I made all your years of structure worth while.
(Source: pedopope69)
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